Peace and Quiet... unlikely (Jesse, open)

[Jesse Anderson]

He let a soft smile come to his lips "lets just say I'm not a very nice person all the time," he said, self cautiously glancing to his arms. They had cuts all up and down them, and for once he felt ashamed of them. He sighed, then heard the next question. "Whatever kind of hurt you mean" he said, nodding. "How does he hurt you?" he asked, putting the controller down. He turned t-words him, curious about if he asked the right question or not.

Either or, he wanted to know, but he withdrew "you don't have to tell me if you don't want, I'm just curious though" he said sheepishly, looking to the ground.

[Damon Malthus]

he looked to his arms and frowned gingerly, maybe his dad did it. Still he nodded, "no it's okay, I trust you." He smiled, "like I said you just can't tell okay." The boy nervously moved closer, brilliant eyes looking a bit frightened. Hopefully Timothy would never find out anything that he was about to say. He took a deep breath.

"Well he hurts me in a lot of ways," he smiled sadly. He was embarrassed more then anything. He showed him his arm, the huge letters that were carved into his skin were now scars reading Timothy. That had been one of his "milder" punishments or at least thats what he's been told.

"He does a lot of things but it's okay because he loves me," he reassured himself, "so it's not rape." He swallowed hard. He hadn't said the word since the punishment. "but it sure feels like it is because it's when you don't want it right?" he bit his lip, "Right? At least it has to be ra- that with Leon and Rex... right?" he shivered. "Then they punish me if I'm bad," he finished but then added quickly in a panicked voice, "but it's okay because I deserve it."

[Jesse Anderson]

He listened, his eyes wide under the thick hair that lay motionless on his fore head and across his nose. Why would anyone ever do anything like this... to a person? "I promise I won't tell," he whispered, biting his lip. He shook his head "no, thats not right" he scowled "that is rape, and you don't deserve it" he said, frowning. Now all he was filled with was new hate and anger for t-words this Timothy person. He clenched his fists "where can I find this Timothy?" he asked, tilting his head.

He found a new sense of protectiveness over his new friend, and he didn't want it to go away. Damon was a nice person, and even though Jesse was a bad one... he was nice to him. "You might wanna' believe that he loves you, but no one who loves you would do that... or... or, rape you" he blurted, sighing.

[Damon Malthus]

Damon trembled violently he could almost feel the tears start. "B-but he said he loves me..." he took a quivering breath, "Timothy is at my house along with Rex and Leon... but you won't tell him I said it will you?"

It was sad how terrified the boy was of being punished, it was an awful thing. He shivered, "I'm sorry... I didn't mean to upset you. He said it's not rape when it's me and him because he loves me. I'm not allowed to say that word." He smiled sadly, the tears were almost streaming onto his face.

Why did he feel so disgusting? Was it his fault? he hoped not, he felt a bit better now that he had told him but he was ashamed now. Now he knew that Damon was a freak, "you don't hate me do you?" he looked down the tears had finally started, now he lost his only friend.

[Jesse Anderson]

"I won't tell him," he cooed softly, watching the helpless boy. That was horrible... he just couldn't understand why someone would do that to a nice person. "He's trying to trick you, Damon" he said softly. He guessed it was because Timothy and the other people he talked about were his only friends, so he felt like he could trust them.

He watched as the boy began to cry "don't cry," he said, lifting his chin. He stroked his thumb across Damon's cheek, ridding of the new tears. He let his hand fall back, and she shook his head "I know how you feel," he said, biting his lip. He let go "my father abused me after my mother died," he said "but I knew that he never loved me, never" he said "because no one who loves anyone would do something to hurt them, or impair them" he explained, trying to keep the boy from bursting out in tears. "I don't hate you, at all" he said.

[Damon Malthus]

'He's trying to trick you', the words rang through his ears. Trick him? How? All this time, every lustful act, every possessive touch... everything was all a lie? Damon felt sickened, his whole life everything he had ever learned was nothing.

Something struck him though,"your dad raped you too?" He didn't understand how someone could rape you without loving you. Even when it was Rex and Leon they had said they loved him too.

Damon began to sob. He was so embarrassed to being crying in front of Jesse. What was wrong with him? Softly, the boy leaned forward pressing slender fingers over his mouth, trying desperately to silent his cries. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry," he choked out in small frantic gasps.

Why was he bawling? Was it because he had found out that for eleven years Timothy had lied to him or maybe it was just his bottled up suffering and pain that he finally was releasing. He couldn't leave them anyway, he knew always knew it was wrong but figured it was just how his life was supposed to be.

[Jesse Anderson]

He just watched him, nodding slightly. He'd never told anyone about his father, just that he'd been beaten... not raped. He was far too ashamed. He bit his lip, watching him cry "no, don't be sorry" he said softly "it's ok..." he said, placing a friendly hand on Damon's shoulder. "Look, as hard as it might be, you'll have to move on..." he said softly, biting his lip hard.

"When is Timothy going to come visit?" he asked, tilting his head "I want to talk to him alone," he said, watching Damon carefully. He had a few plans for this Tomothy man.

[Damon Malthus]

Damon watched as the boy nodded, he had been raped too, the tear flow wouldn't cease. Very cautiously he held onto the other boy, fear swallowing his heart. "I'm sorry," was the only thing he kept repeating. "I-I c-c-can't move on," he struggled out, "I can't... I have no where else to go, I have no family, I have no one except for them."

He hugged him tightly, burying his head into his shoulder. This boy would be the only one to every understand him, "it hurts so bad," he whispered referring to the rapes. Giving an involuntary shudder, he whispered again, "he comes a lot but please, please don't tell him I told you."

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